Til the day I die

while I was pregnant with Owen knowing I was going to do this all alone I was pissed at the world for everything saying why me? Why was I picked to be a single mom? Like what did I do? I have soo much I wanted to see or do and now I can't. But Now that i have Owen i honestly I can't see my life without him. He came into this world for me for a reason to teach me about happiness and how to love myself as a person and how to love for someone else soo much your heart hurts when you can't do anything for them . He is the happiest baby I have ever seen and I'm not just saying that because he's mine. When he's teething and in pain he's always smiling. When he is crying because he's hungry he's smiling too. In the morning he wakes up with a huge smile on his face. Everytime I get him from day care he has a grin from ear to ear. And let me tell you he really has changed me. I was a miserable, bitter, mean, rash, person prior to all this. And I've done a complete 180 not only for him but for myself. He is the reason I have a smile on my face even tho I slept merely 4 hours. He is the reason I want to succeed in my career because he is my future. He is my wingman til the day i die.