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Today is the new moon and after much contiplation over the last two weeks I've decided to not only get [really fucking clear] about where I want all areas of my life to go, but I've also decided to clear house. We all vibrate at a certain frequency and my focus is all about raising my vibration and getting into alignment with higher vibration. I want all areas of my life to be balanced in energy and be able to flow into eachother seamlessly. Not only do I need to be tunnel vision focused on this but I need to start cutting [everything] and [anybody] that I allow to take up space in my life that doesn't contribute to raising my vibration. It's about loving yourself. It's about being accountable to yourself. And lastly, it's about understanding that you can really create what you truly want in your life.
i deserve better than unanswered texts and late replies.
ii. i deserve better than drunk phone calls.
iii. i deserve better than hot and cold.
iv. i deserve better than passive-aggressiveness.
v. i deserve better than being someone’s mistake.
vi. i deserve better than being someone’s revenge.
vii. i deserve better than being someone’s arm-candy.
viii. i deserve better than being one of many.
ix. i deserve better than vague promises and half-baked dreams.
x. i deserve better than skinny love, i deserve the fullness that makes my lungs burst, that makes me feel like the only girl in a crowded room. i deserve love that is tangible, that is more than mere words. i deserve, no, i demand extraordinary love.
here’s something they don’t teach you in high school - life is too short to waste it on trying to make things work. stop trying to fit into a pair of jeans you bought 5 years ago; give them to a charity. stop trying to make yourself listen to classical music; mozart is just not your thing. stop trying to like celery, no one likes it, it’s all a huge grown-up conspiracy. and most importantly, for the love of god, stop trying to stick around hoping people will ‘become’. he will not become kinder to you; she will not become funnier; they will not become warmer. stop trying to change people. either accept them and love them for who they are, or just let go and say your goodbyes. there just isn’t enough time.
Don’t start your day with the broken pieces of yesterday. Every day is a fresh start.
imagine if you could spend a whole day listening to your heart - the way it quickens as you run after the bus, the way it slows down during a hug, the way it almost stills during a kiss, the way it goes quiet as you listen to your parents fight, the way it screams when you hear that beat, the way it trembles during a goodbye, and the way it thumps when your fingertips touch.
imagine if you could spend a whole day listening to your heart - what would it tell you?
And I hope you realize just how rare she was. And I hope you still think about her from time to time with a mixture of regret and nostalgia. She was worth it, you know. But she’s not going to chase you. A girl like that moves at her own pace.
