Memo 1743

 Cut the poison out of your life. No matter what - or whom - it may be. 

Memo 472683

 Make the first move, tell people how you feel, stop being so scared of rejection, stop feeling so engulfed with thoughts that aren’t even yours, and stop wasting your fucking time. 

"Home"sick

 I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists. One where my heart is full. My body loved. And my soul understood. 

Memo 5

 Why should we build our happiness on the opinons of others, when we can find it in our own hearts? 

Un.break.broken

 What is heartbreak? It’s when you thought you had forever on the clock, and the other person decided to stop time. It’s everything, and then nothing, a cold hand, and silence on the other end of the phone. Wanting to say good morning, but instead, having to greet the day, and everyday, with no one around. It’s the knot in the back of your throat, the warmth and stickiness that a tear leaves on your cheek; but in the end, it’s growth, and weakness learning to be strong. 

Owen.

 You are fixing 
the parts of me
that I didn’t think
were possible
to mend.
You understand 
the parts of me
that I am still 
trying to
comprehend. 

A couple wrongs make a right

 I think you need to fall in love with the wrong person. I think you need to fight and cry and sweat and bleed and fail. I think you need to have bad relationships and bad breakups. I think you need all of that so that when the right person and the right relationship comes along you can sigh with relief and say, “Ah yes. That is how its supposed to feel.” 

Memo 432

 

There’s a difference between somebody who wants you and somebody who would do anything to keep you.

 

Remember that.

 

Memo 32

 You can’t keep dancing with the devil and ask why you’re still in hell 

unlock the door To the suffocation keep

People are strange, thats why we're strangers Words go in, they don't come out

Memo 12

Just because you feel it doesn't mean it's there 

To those people -

 I am so sorry to all the people I hurt while I was hurting. 

Memo 1984

 Let them miss you. Sometimes when you’re always available, they take you for granted because they think you’ll always stay. 

Memo 3024

 Don’t ever feel bad for making a decision that upsets other people. You are not responsible for their happiness. You are responsible for your happiness. 

Smile

 Get excited about the little things. About wearing a new outfit for the first time. About Sunday brunches with your best friends. About the new cute guy in your class. About finding an extra dollar in your pocket. About anything that even remotely makes you happy because as you grow up, passions fade and enthusiasm gets mistaken for foolishness. So don’t let the grey world stop you from shining. 

memo 4538

Don’t be afraid to open up again. I promise not everyone will love you with a knife behind their back.

 

Shine

 I want to be your favorite place to go when you’ve had a bad day or a good day. 

saying nothing

 I have so much I want to tell you, and nowhere to begin. 

Owning your okayness

 I knew I matured when I realized every situation doesn’t need a reaction. Sometimes you just have to leave people to continue to do the lame shit that they do. 

how it goes

You fall apart and then it stops. 

boom.

I think relationships in general are over romanticized like at the end of the day I’m pretty sure a good relationship is just two people who know how to hang out and talk to each other, not whether or not they can right all your wrongs or paint a picture of a thousand suns with the breath from your lungs or some shit.

Just be there.

Show me all your bruises. I know everybody wears them.

Tell your stories to me. Show your bruises. Let’s see what humanity is capable of handling.

Tell me what your worst fears are. I bet they look a lot like mine. Tell me what you think about when you can’t fall asleep at night. Tell me that you’re struggling. Tell me that you’re scared. No, Tell me that you’re terrified of life. Tell me that it’s difficult to not think of death sometimes.

Tell me how you lost. Tell me how he left. Tell me how she left. Tell me how you lost everything that you had. Tell me that it ain’t ever coming back. Tell me about your God. Tell me about love. Tell me that it’s all of the above. Say you think of everything in fear. I  bet you’re not the only one does.

Everyone in the world comes at some point to suffering. I wonder when I will. 

Everyone is out searching for someone or something. I wonder what I’ll find. 

real eyes realize real lies

 Growth is painful. Change is painful.But nothing is as painful as staying stuck somewhere you don’t belong. 

Telling verses being

And I told you to be patient,

And I told you to be fine,

And I told you to be balanced,

And I told you to be kind.

Memo #3

It is okay to break down and cry. 

Just give me a minute or two

But sometimes you just want to be held for a minute or two with no talking just silence, knowing that everything will be okay. And you feel safe in those arms. Safer than you ever felt before. Safe. and everything around you just seems to disappear   

And that's why i don't sleep at night...

and i think that i'm justified 'cause i've seen what living's done for those alive - little to none.